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Hey guys,
I need to tell you something. The only form of art that I'm good at is cubism. But there are two things that are worrying me:
1. Who will appreciate cubist ponies?
2. Will it limit what I can draw?
I mean, the brony community lacks a Picasso, so I suppose I could take this role...
Reconciliation?
Most of you probably forgot who I am in my 9 month absence. But to those of you who remember who I am, then I suppose I owe you a sincere apology and an explanation.
Back in November, I was diagnosed with split personality disorder. I didn't really know how you guys would react if I told you; I had assumed that you guys would have treated me like a freak. I just didn't want you guys to get involved with my burden, you didn't need to feel my pain. The other side of me- the bastard side, had caused me to drive away many of my friends and made me lose much respect. Fearing that my bastard side had ruined my reputation on here, I wanted save wha
I have a Problem
Okay guys, I want to get better at my artwork, but I'm already committed to fanfiction writing. Should I write one week, then practice my art and alternate based upon this schedule?
What exactly do you guys want to see from me? Do you want to see more effort put into my art, or do you want me to continue working and uploading my fanfiction?
Also, I want to give a special shoutout to all of those people who gave me a watch! I really appreciate you doing this for me!
Even if I make a Contest
Nobody will enter it...
Why might you ask?
The reason is quite simple:
I can't really reward people for their contest entries. They won't be interested in a writing commission- all they want is art...
And I'm not going to ask Livia to the prizes for me because I have a set of morals. The least I could do is watch all the contestants and feature them on my page, but that's going to do no good...
Face it, I'm at a dead end...
Why Am I Still Here?
I feel as though I've completely lost my passion and my drive to write or practice drawing. I guess it's not that easy when you're suffering from clinical depression. My parents have granted me 2 hours to use my laptop on Friday and 1 hour on Saturday or Sunday, but I haven't been logging on. I feel as though I've hit some kind of wall. I don't want to give up, but my mind is telling me to abandon my hope. From what I've seen, most of my watchers don't even care about me, and most of Livia's watchers (namely UnicornsonFire, 1mbean, and CasandraPonyArtist) hate or are indifferent to me. Additionally, I publish EQD quality writings, but I fail
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What?! You can never be worried! Even my Art has no....uhh....yeah no response,but this place is from your ideas! There's nothing you can't worried about